that how i can describe me now…. y i never can be like other ppl?
y should i worry so much just to please other ppl?

y can i be bless with happiness and be with the people that meant so much to me….

God..is this a way for u to test me? to see how long and how far can i dealt with all this??

redha….tapi sampai bila???
why life is so hard on me?

maybe i’m just not meant to be like other ppl..for now…i guess…=I

whatever it is, i still have my faith…have my believe…that day will come
i can just pray… =)

take care…..

what ever it is the journey have to continue..no matter what =) every obstacle..every challenges is just part of the journey… maybe the suffering of waiting to reach the destination is a way to judge or to weight up if you’re really fit for the journey…will you really be that someone who will eventually reach the destination that you always wanted to go?? we can just pray… HE is the one who decides….by all means have faith mb one day..someday we will reach that special place..insaallah =)

When I was small the time I love the most is when its banjir cause I can play with water…with my pvc boat =D

I miss our old house! Typical tall malay wooden house =)

Really have fonds memories back then….life was great, no need to worries bout anything….

Miss my childhood…where everything seems easy going and time always seems not enough…..for play time that is =D

Angpau during raya…goin to cousins house ..not because want 2 just visit but because can play their toys =P

Play football at the field eventhough not good at it,

Play kite that my dad made,big kite up to 10 feets that can really flies steadily…. he’s reallyt good at it! =)

Play in parit catching fish although I don’t really go into the parit bcause I always ask my friend to do that heheh bad of me huh =P

Then again its not really a parit its more to streams … since both end of the road infront of my house is river =D

When it’s the fruit season I will sell rambutan that my dad pick from the trees round the house…the money I’ll use to buy wt I want later…hehe

We have 1 ciku tree, the ciku really nice sweet..we will like put it in the rice pot to let it ripe…

We also have this wild tree we call it cherry tree…the fruit small but really sweet when ripe….

We also have banana and coconut trees…

You can have free flow of coconut drink anytime

But now if u want to have coconut or air neo as we call it, have to go 2 pasar to buy 1!!

And many many more…..

Oh my…really miss all that…..

Miss my fam miss my datuk, even now after 16 years he passed away…

Llife back then seems perfect. .nothing to worry..eat, slee, play , cartoon and cry when my parents don’t give wat I want =D

What im afraid of now is what if later I have kids, will they also can go tru all the great things that I do & I go tru when I was small =)

The world really changing now aint it?

Kids nowadays only knows pc game, tamagochi, psp, nitendo, wii and all other gadget and pc related things..

They miss out lots of other great thngs that they cant really do when they grow older… =) wat a pity….

so enjoy whatever you do when ever you still can =)

happy days…

what is so great about this guy that we called king of Pop?
born Michael Joseph Jackson on 29th Aug 1958, he started his career as a group member comprising his brothers,Sigmund “jacky”, Toriano “tito”, Jermaine and Marlon called The Jackson 5.

he was the lead singer in the group, rendering great song with his afro hair and dance move that capture the heart of fans all over the world!

His life was fill with up and downs, weirdness, scandals (child molestation claims), known for his fame, as a trend setter, an icon and a figure that we grew up with =)

I can’t go on….. what ever happened MJ will always be with us forever..

may u rest in peace,

thank you for all the great songs and thank you for the great memories you gave us….

-bye-

starting tomorrow i’ll be using celcom bb =D (hopefully can cause just reg today =P )
i think it should be better cause i tried my friend celcom bb it just work good at my area!
can download bleach below an hour!! (173Mb file) and some more the dwnld limit is capped at 5Gb…still not that much but ok lah for bleach naruto 1 piece and movies download!!

if given the choice i would prefer wired one to wireless for the stabilities but then again wireless bb would give you the mobility that you need! anywhere any time (with RM98/month ofcs =P )

hapy surfing..hapy day =D

so..whats new for me…. =) well i got a G.. no more pre G just G =) hope so =P life been good.. im up on my feet again…have something to look forward to…never been happier…. but dearly misses someone =(

work…work..work..really hectic, extremely busy!!! but loving it =) enough said, don’t want to think much bout work when at home =P

Kuching!! wow..miss my hometown..miss the food..miss the places…miss going fishing….mis my cousins, nephew and nieces and most of all miss my family =)

thats life =)…..

by the way end of the month, i’ll be going to KL to meet someone =) someone special… really can’t wait even it will be a 5 hours drive =P

really excited can blog again…but thats all for now…till later…
BYE..Take Care =)

 Credit to Dustfingernail:

wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won’t wish the wish you wish to wish.::

I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won’t wish the wish you wish to wish.::

“Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,
A peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper pick,
if Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,
wheres the peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked

“If one doctor doctors another doctor does the doctor who doctors the doctor doctor the doctor the way the doctor he is doctoring doctors? Or does the doctor doctor the way the doctor who doctors doctors?”

“How many cans can a canner can, if a canner can can cans?
A canner can can as many cans as a canner can, if a canner can can cans.“

::SIXTH SICK SHEIK’S SIXTH SICK SHEEP::

::SHE SELLS SEA SHELLS ON THE SEA SHORE ,
BUT THE SEA SHELLS THAT SHE SELLS,
ON THE SEA SHORE ARE NOT THE REAL ONES::

The thirty-three thieves thought that they thrilled the throne throughout Thursday.

::I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won’t wish the wish you wish to wish.::

blogging truly gives me the freedom and a way to express anything or any problems lingering in my big head =P

writing actually a way for sm1 like me to express smthg that i cant really share with others, writing gives me the freedom to “make” stories from my own point of view…either it bout life, love,friendship,feeling,fun,family,interest etc….

different individual have different way of facing their probs, their ups and down and excitements that they encounter in life…

you can take different path towards life but at the end everyone must agree on one thing..what we wanted in life is “assurance” that somehow and somewhere we will be in happiness, joy and laughter with frenz, family and our love ones owez be by our side.

life is just like a movie….we have the opening….climax…..and the ending and ofcoz everyone wish for a happy ending =)

enjoy life to the fullest but by the same time hang on to what you have, cherish every moment of it….never ever throw away great chances that comes along and always care for your love ones……..

tata…take care

this is not any “Movie” but a block buster,a smasher, a full house type of “movie” =)

even not yet plays in “cinema” or elsewhere in that matter, yet this movie already making a sceen!

as far as i know, “tcket” for this “movie” is somehow by “invitation” only!!

my my my,the ” movie” is too good that it is for certain special “audience” only?? =)

i’m just waiting my chance to go n see this “movie”…still hoping…

then again i don’t really know the synopsis of the movie?????emmm so far from wat i know the “movie” surely is great with cute,charming, sweet and interesting lead “actress” who know the movie will sure do very very well later on…

i guess it will just be a waiting game for now, mayb later can get that “ticket” to watch the movie….

who knows hehehe

again, is it worth every moment “watchin” it?? well i guess that can only be answer when i really do have the chance to watch the “movie” premiers =)

till then hapy wishing and hoping hahah =D

MU vs Arsenal game never been a let down, with fast flow game, great skills, spectacular goals and ofcourse another win for MU like always hahahah

8.40pm  Live on ESPN! please glue urself infrnt of the idiot box or better still go to any mamak stall n watch on big screen….even i’m not to fond of it with all the smokes..u know puff puff and away….

please clear all ur other plans as this is the “thing” to do 2nite!

2nite game will b 2nd to nfthg!even ur GF have to wait! so guys root for MU and you’ll never walk alone (oppsss thats liverpool)

my prediction——-MU 4  Arsenal 1

what ever it is, taking Arsenal current form it will surely be an MU win, who cares bout the score =P

Glory glory Man United…….

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prediction go bad…..MU lost 1-2…… its OK MU the type that give some ray of hope to great teams that currently going down the drain…..like Arsenal =) heheh

but then again if not by exam how can we know the understanding and the knowledge level of the student??
emmmm….thats for us to pounder and for the relevant education ppl to solve out!

one think for sure, im no longer a student and all the late nite stay up, eating maggie just so that i dont waste time going to cafe to buy food, looking for letcr that somehow always gone “missing” in study week, asking frenz bout tips that usually turn out the opposite thing (i think they didi it on purpose so that only they score =P ehehehe) and worst of all have to hold the feeling of eagerness to balik kampong! homesick and flight ticket already book ma… heheheh

well for those of you still and in the middle of experiencing all this, only one thing i can say
ALL THE BEST AND DONT GIVE UP hehehh

ok GAMBATE

this morning game, MU vs Hull! just 1 word—–Great…..

i never imagine a small team like Hull can make MU run for their money!! it was just full of suprise and more over before this Hull beat Arsenal!

at one point Hull was trailing 4-1 and it seems like MU will go all the way with an easy win but somehow Hull bounce back and score couple more gaols to make it 4-3 .

the last 10 minutes or so did make me worry as Hull keep on attacking but thanks to MU back 4 and great support from upfront makes the score remains 4-3 till the final whistle…

But i have to give credit to Hull they play  good game and it always great to see not only the big 4 namely MU,Chelsea,Arsenal &Liverpool make it worth to stay up till 2 or 3 in the morning =)

hopefly they can maintain their performance throught the entire season and do good =)

Unfortunately the best they will ever go will be 2nd spot know y? cause MU will win the League again this season hahahaha

Glory glory MAN UNITED…

      what ever it is i just want to take this few days of “freedom” to refresh myself, enjoy and……. and  dunno wat to do hahahah maybe just lazing around…. somemore weeked is just round the coner want to enjoy it to the  fullest =P 

      for you guys out there….. work is work…take time for yourself enjoy ur weekend..i know i will heheh

OooWWwHHhh also im waiting for the ” maybe someday” thing to come true sooner heheh. =)

take care…

Friends…. apart from our own family, Frenzs are the next closes person to us… friends are easy to find but real friends that share our sadness, share our happiness, be there when we need them are truly hard to find…

never let them down when they need you…true friends will always there for u….. =)

   i really did’nt meant to make H.S felt angry or mad or be in a possition that somehow burdening to H.S.

H.S have been a great friend to me since i 1st knew H.S… we share lots of common interest and it always fun having H.S around =)

it was my fault and i just want to say sorry to H.S and hopefully things will be as it is before….

take care dear fren…..

everyone have regrets, it just a matter of how much the regrets effect you life!! i also do have regrets… i just wish i could go back in time to make things right =( whatever it is, always live life to the fullest but at the same time never ever neglect your responsibilities towards family, you love ones, friends, god and to anyone who is dear to you…

cherish life as you live once, never ever regrets something later on in your life..do what you need to do, have what you got to have. You can have all the wealth in the world, but wealth can’t never ever buy time! always put your feet on the ground…..be humble, be happy and treasure every seconds of your life…..always…

This is the time where we seek forgivess and blessing from our love one, relatives, friends and also with the people we dont even know!! thats the beauty of Hari Raya….as for children..this time around they will round up few friends and go visitting houses in hoping they will get “angpow” or green packet hehehe

Even Raya fill with happiness, joyfullness and blessing, this is also the time for us not forget those not so lucky and not so fortunate like others…. always be gratefull and cherish what we have and always let the person you care the most know that you love them…. ;

“SLAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN……” 

…………………..take care and drive safe….. =)

-sad sad feeling-

always appreciate the one you love and the one that loves you, never ever hurt their feeling cause you’ll never know if you could ever have the opportunity to say sorry if god willing something happens to that person…

Live life to the fullest, life is just to short to be thrown away for nofthing! Always put your feet o the ground and your head hail up high ….. bye