06.29.08
Posted in wORk at 11:26 am by abefazz
HAve to PosTPoned my resignation for a month!!!! my plan to tender my resignation later have to be made next month because 2 other members have resign earlier than me.. i just dont have the heart to leave heavy burden for other colleagues. 1 month is OK, I think??? if i really follows my heart i will not resign cause there’s more i haven’t archive at where i work now.. but due to some problems i do need to go back to my hometown with mix feelings =(
But to think about it,sooner or later i will be back to my hometown for good just that i wish i could be later than sooner…..
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06.17.08
Posted in wORk at 12:55 pm by abefazz
The clock is ticking =)…
i have mix feeling bout resigning, it has been a great year working at the place i work now especially having great colleague that always there when you need them =) of all the sections at my workplace, i think our section is definitely the best…
they mix work with fun…..not much pressure and sometimes we can just pass the time doing nothing (OOooPsss!!!) hehheh. talking bout my colleague EmEEMmm… what can i say.. well first and foremost i have two senior members, senior( tak bleh tak bleHH!!!) and very senior ( we try neiiii!!) they both surely taught me a lot since day one, oooo that also includes how to cheat by editing official docs hehehe
then we have this not so senior member, always thought himself holds high post since his name has SM as in Senior manager, bro maybe one day you could be one =P this fella, he just might be in the same boat as i am… we just have to wait and see if you know what i mean hehehe.
OoO another senior member that thought me a lot, This Mr R.. our tooling expert.. 2nd day on the job and he already gave me something to do…. luckily he did that if not i’ll be bored to dead just reading manuals heheh.
Now comes the flowers among the bees, in our section we have two ladies and now three actually with an addition of a new member just couples of week ago… they light up the dull all guy section in our group.. they are just ever ready to help and very hard working as well,hard working????–hehe just kidding. they really are, you just give or ask for help they will surely up to the task, thanks girlsss
apart from the three girls i mentioned , we also have another one who is actually like a big sister to us ( since she is much older than most of us hehe) claims, reimbursements, OT, leaves…you just name it she’s the person you will look for. By the way she is pregnant now and hopefully everything goes well and she will have a cute newborn.
also, my senior( tak bleh tak bleHH!!!) also expecting a baby, Wei ofcourse not him pregnant but his wife la!! to you also all the best and hope your 1st child will bring more joy and happiness to your life =) dont always tak bleh! tak bleh! k heheh
now come this two member which join the company much less the same this i was.. this two guys surely bring more colours to our section. to Mr Vios and Mr K all the best for your future
with heavy feeling, come next week i will hand in the resignation letter.. if possible i would very mush wanted to stay on but due to some unavoidable problems i will have to do what i want to do =(
friends, all of you have bring fonds memory to me for which i will cherish for eternity . may god bless you all and always cherish all of you with good luck, good health and endless happiness. Life is short, do what you always wanted to do, never ever give up cause you will never know where it will take you =].
All the best-
Gambateh =)
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06.11.08
Posted in LifE at 1:02 pm by abefazz
To be or not to be, a quote from Shakespeare.What do we want to be?? could we be something or someone that we desired? to be or to choose between two contradicting matter, things or person is no small matter.
when you are in a middle of a dilemma to choose between two choices, what should you do?? flip a coin and let it decide? for small small matter maybe can but what if it involves your life? in life we face many difficulties, we faced hard to make decision situations, be in a position that requires us to do something that we don’t like, face people that we hate!! and many other burdening expect of life that we must face on..
To make choices for your future is something that requires lots and lots of thinking. You can’t only think bout yourself but also bout others especially your family and your love one…
To make a choice or decision that could make you loose what ever you have now is just ridiculous and definitely would be your greatest regret!! To make choices from good to bad or bad to worst is something no one in their rational state of mind would do!!!
NEVER EVER MAKE THIS MISTAKE, just hold on to what you have especially if it is something you have cherish for a long time.
LIFE is so funny, sometimes just like it is playing trick on you. It just a matter of how yo deal with it.
TO BE OR NOT TO BE is definitely a choice or decision in your own hand but remember the choices you made is wrong, it will always hunt your life forever.
Enjoy life and make decisions wisely….
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06.09.08
Posted in LifE at 1:40 pm by abefazz
DREAMS..all of us have dreams, no harm in having dreams. No matter how small or how big it is, dreams is something that keep we going. To dream something is just like to set a goal for yourself and try all your best to achieve it.. To dream also meant to give yourself a hope and something to keep you going.
What is your dream? for me, my dream is to settle down with my beloved HONEY =p, raise a family, enjoy life as it goes , grows old together, do things together, go places, holiday and most of all is to have and to know that she will always be there by my side when ever i need her. I do love her so much, i can’t even imagine of not having her by my side. If that do happens i just don’t know how to go on with this life. Loving someone is easy, everyone can say “I LOVE U” but to really know the person well, to know what he or she likes and dislike, to know what makes her happy or sad or to have the ability to sense or have the intuition is what loving someone is really about.
Loving someone takes lots and lots of sacrifices, it is a road full of thorns, it is full of hurdles, never ever give up!! To love or to be love and to be cherish by someone is truly a bless. Never ever let this slips from you, to have someone be there for you even when you throw tantrum, you curse, you give bad face, you have no disrespect for him or her, never felt sorry, never ever try to understand his or her feeling anymore, not even smile, not even wanted to see his or her face again, feel disgusted of him or her, feel that he or she is just a burden, always be mad and scold and always try to break his or her heart and worst of all is to say that you have no feeling of love for him or her anymore is just devastating. It would crush and cut his or her heart with a wound that will never heal =(
For someone that can bear all this, is truly someone that has the purest love. Not everyone can withstand all this because love is so subjective, how great you love someone can only be measure by the beholder.
For you who let go the person who loves you like that is truly a lost, if you have misunderstandings, problems and disagreement why don’t take the right channel to express you feelings, breaking up is never the solution especially you have known that person inside out and known him or her for years. Never let a third person take advantages and be the reason for your break up!! The third person will definitely never be the same and will surely never treats you the way the person that cherish you with all his or her heart does. Especially if it’s you first Love. First is the deepest and first also the hardest..
Better still if you can go through all this, first love will always be the deepest even it is the hardest but it will definitely be the SWEETEST.
If your in a relationship that just like a bot that just a about to sink, that doest meant that it would sink, at least do all your best to get all the water out of the boat. Slowly and eventually you can avoid the sinking..
Just bear a bit and never rush into things. You never know what will happen. Is it the right choice? Is it want you want? Remember all the promises that you had made? Remember all the writing you have wrote? Remember all the plans you want to do? Remember the sweet moments you go through? Remember the ups and down? Remember when you sad who cheers you up? Remember who always be by your side when you in need? Remember him?? What he wants is just to have his broken heart be mend. To be love and to be happy again. He would do anything in the world for you, never ever make this mistake and end a great relationship that we built all this years.
Either u can achieve your dream or not that is another thing but never give up hope and never ever give up to dream, who knows maybe one day it will come true =)
-God Bless-
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06.05.08
Posted in LifE at 12:40 pm by abefazz
RED Alet RED Alert!!!!! OIL PRICE is UP.. i dont meant the world crude oil price but the one that caused all the frenzy last night, the one that caused massive jams around the country!!! the one that will make big hole in our pockets!!!! ARrGGhhhhhh….
RM2.50 a litre.. from RM1.92 previously!!!!!! what to do, so from now on i think we just have to cut all those time driving around just for fun. We will never hear again the phrase ” my hobby is driving (really?? ppl do drive as hobby??) , i love to drive to the beach to relax myself” the only thing we would hear would be ” what?? want to go to beach?? no need! better just sleep at home!!”
Just like always, if the price of fuel goes up then prices of things, either goods, services etc.. will definitely goes up! not only we were burden with the current cost of living that always shoots up now come this.
i actually dont know what to post, i cant think!!!! if my words all jumble up then so sorry heheh.
Price of fuel goes up, my blood also goes up!!! heheheeh
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