08.25.08
Posted in LifE at 12:25 pm by abefazz
Losing someone is hard =( especially if that someone is really dear to you… nofthing in life is immortal.. what remains just fonds memories that you can cherish forever…
always appreciate the one you love and the one that loves you, never ever hurt their feeling cause you’ll never know if you could ever have the opportunity to say sorry if god willing something happens to that person…
Live life to the fullest, life is just to short to be thrown away for nofthing! Always put your feet o the ground and your head hail up high ….. bye
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07.22.08
Posted in LifE at 12:52 pm by abefazz
Yup as it says, tomorrow’s the big day. finally i will hand in my resignation letter. Of course it’s sad but i have to find the courage to hand in the letter to my boss who in the matter of fact will be surely shock!!!
I don’t meant to hurt anyone or to burden anyone with my loads of work (which i will make sure to be done before i’m gone) but i have postponed my resignation for almost 2 months already. maybe this is not the right or the best time to resign but i hope my colleagues will understand. I have many problems lingering in my mind right now. maybe outside or physically i look happy and cheerful but inside i’m full of problems. only god know what i’m going through right now. Maybe all this is just some challenges or test for me, maybe who knows after this there’s a better future that lies ahead.
I can only pray =) ……..
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07.08.08
Posted in wORk at 12:26 pm by abefazz
=S My head just felt blank today….tonnes of work to do but dont know where and how to start!!! so many things lingering through my mind right now!! so many problems, so many decision to make!!!! why do i have to go through all this??? why oo why?? maybe it just a way to tell me that its time to resign hehehe What ever it is, Life without problems just no fun.. enjoy life as it is. Have FUNNNNN
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07.02.08
Posted in LifE at 12:37 pm by abefazz
Waiting for something or someone is excruciating especially you are expecting something big out of it. day seems to be longer than usual, time goes by seconds!!! you could even see the clock as if it is ticking too slow than usual.
The waiting game definitely takes a toll on you. when we just too eager or too excited the time also seems very very slow.. but then when we achieve or get the thing we wait for it would be really sweet and worth every single secon of it =)
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06.29.08
Posted in wORk at 11:26 am by abefazz
HAve to PosTPoned my resignation for a month!!!! my plan to tender my resignation later have to be made next month because 2 other members have resign earlier than me.. i just dont have the heart to leave heavy burden for other colleagues. 1 month is OK, I think??? if i really follows my heart i will not resign cause there’s more i haven’t archive at where i work now.. but due to some problems i do need to go back to my hometown with mix feelings =(
But to think about it,sooner or later i will be back to my hometown for good just that i wish i could be later than sooner…..
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06.17.08
Posted in wORk at 12:55 pm by abefazz
The clock is ticking =)…
i have mix feeling bout resigning, it has been a great year working at the place i work now especially having great colleague that always there when you need them =) of all the sections at my workplace, i think our section is definitely the best…
they mix work with fun…..not much pressure and sometimes we can just pass the time doing nothing (OOooPsss!!!) hehheh. talking bout my colleague EmEEMmm… what can i say.. well first and foremost i have two senior members, senior( tak bleh tak bleHH!!!) and very senior ( we try neiiii!!) they both surely taught me a lot since day one, oooo that also includes how to cheat by editing official docs hehehe
then we have this not so senior member, always thought himself holds high post since his name has SM as in Senior manager, bro maybe one day you could be one =P this fella, he just might be in the same boat as i am… we just have to wait and see if you know what i mean hehehe.
OoO another senior member that thought me a lot, This Mr R.. our tooling expert.. 2nd day on the job and he already gave me something to do…. luckily he did that if not i’ll be bored to dead just reading manuals heheh.
Now comes the flowers among the bees, in our section we have two ladies and now three actually with an addition of a new member just couples of week ago… they light up the dull all guy section in our group.. they are just ever ready to help and very hard working as well,hard working????–hehe just kidding. they really are, you just give or ask for help they will surely up to the task, thanks girlsss
apart from the three girls i mentioned , we also have another one who is actually like a big sister to us ( since she is much older than most of us hehe) claims, reimbursements, OT, leaves…you just name it she’s the person you will look for. By the way she is pregnant now and hopefully everything goes well and she will have a cute newborn.
also, my senior( tak bleh tak bleHH!!!) also expecting a baby, Wei ofcourse not him pregnant but his wife la!! to you also all the best and hope your 1st child will bring more joy and happiness to your life =) dont always tak bleh! tak bleh! k heheh
now come this two member which join the company much less the same this i was.. this two guys surely bring more colours to our section. to Mr Vios and Mr K all the best for your future
with heavy feeling, come next week i will hand in the resignation letter.. if possible i would very mush wanted to stay on but due to some unavoidable problems i will have to do what i want to do =(
friends, all of you have bring fonds memory to me for which i will cherish for eternity . may god bless you all and always cherish all of you with good luck, good health and endless happiness. Life is short, do what you always wanted to do, never ever give up cause you will never know where it will take you =].
All the best-
Gambateh =)
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06.11.08
Posted in LifE at 1:02 pm by abefazz
To be or not to be, a quote from Shakespeare.What do we want to be?? could we be something or someone that we desired? to be or to choose between two contradicting matter, things or person is no small matter.
when you are in a middle of a dilemma to choose between two choices, what should you do?? flip a coin and let it decide? for small small matter maybe can but what if it involves your life? in life we face many difficulties, we faced hard to make decision situations, be in a position that requires us to do something that we don’t like, face people that we hate!! and many other burdening expect of life that we must face on..
To make choices for your future is something that requires lots and lots of thinking. You can’t only think bout yourself but also bout others especially your family and your love one…
To make a choice or decision that could make you loose what ever you have now is just ridiculous and definitely would be your greatest regret!! To make choices from good to bad or bad to worst is something no one in their rational state of mind would do!!!
NEVER EVER MAKE THIS MISTAKE, just hold on to what you have especially if it is something you have cherish for a long time.
LIFE is so funny, sometimes just like it is playing trick on you. It just a matter of how yo deal with it.
TO BE OR NOT TO BE is definitely a choice or decision in your own hand but remember the choices you made is wrong, it will always hunt your life forever.
Enjoy life and make decisions wisely….
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06.09.08
Posted in LifE at 1:40 pm by abefazz
DREAMS..all of us have dreams, no harm in having dreams. No matter how small or how big it is, dreams is something that keep we going. To dream something is just like to set a goal for yourself and try all your best to achieve it.. To dream also meant to give yourself a hope and something to keep you going.
What is your dream? for me, my dream is to settle down with my beloved HONEY =p, raise a family, enjoy life as it goes , grows old together, do things together, go places, holiday and most of all is to have and to know that she will always be there by my side when ever i need her. I do love her so much, i can’t even imagine of not having her by my side. If that do happens i just don’t know how to go on with this life. Loving someone is easy, everyone can say “I LOVE U” but to really know the person well, to know what he or she likes and dislike, to know what makes her happy or sad or to have the ability to sense or have the intuition is what loving someone is really about.
Loving someone takes lots and lots of sacrifices, it is a road full of thorns, it is full of hurdles, never ever give up!! To love or to be love and to be cherish by someone is truly a bless. Never ever let this slips from you, to have someone be there for you even when you throw tantrum, you curse, you give bad face, you have no disrespect for him or her, never felt sorry, never ever try to understand his or her feeling anymore, not even smile, not even wanted to see his or her face again, feel disgusted of him or her, feel that he or she is just a burden, always be mad and scold and always try to break his or her heart and worst of all is to say that you have no feeling of love for him or her anymore is just devastating. It would crush and cut his or her heart with a wound that will never heal =(
For someone that can bear all this, is truly someone that has the purest love. Not everyone can withstand all this because love is so subjective, how great you love someone can only be measure by the beholder.
For you who let go the person who loves you like that is truly a lost, if you have misunderstandings, problems and disagreement why don’t take the right channel to express you feelings, breaking up is never the solution especially you have known that person inside out and known him or her for years. Never let a third person take advantages and be the reason for your break up!! The third person will definitely never be the same and will surely never treats you the way the person that cherish you with all his or her heart does. Especially if it’s you first Love. First is the deepest and first also the hardest..
Better still if you can go through all this, first love will always be the deepest even it is the hardest but it will definitely be the SWEETEST.
If your in a relationship that just like a bot that just a about to sink, that doest meant that it would sink, at least do all your best to get all the water out of the boat. Slowly and eventually you can avoid the sinking..
Just bear a bit and never rush into things. You never know what will happen. Is it the right choice? Is it want you want? Remember all the promises that you had made? Remember all the writing you have wrote? Remember all the plans you want to do? Remember the sweet moments you go through? Remember the ups and down? Remember when you sad who cheers you up? Remember who always be by your side when you in need? Remember him?? What he wants is just to have his broken heart be mend. To be love and to be happy again. He would do anything in the world for you, never ever make this mistake and end a great relationship that we built all this years.
Either u can achieve your dream or not that is another thing but never give up hope and never ever give up to dream, who knows maybe one day it will come true =)
-God Bless-
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06.05.08
Posted in LifE at 12:40 pm by abefazz
RED Alet RED Alert!!!!! OIL PRICE is UP.. i dont meant the world crude oil price but the one that caused all the frenzy last night, the one that caused massive jams around the country!!! the one that will make big hole in our pockets!!!! ARrGGhhhhhh….
RM2.50 a litre.. from RM1.92 previously!!!!!! what to do, so from now on i think we just have to cut all those time driving around just for fun. We will never hear again the phrase ” my hobby is driving (really?? ppl do drive as hobby??) , i love to drive to the beach to relax myself” the only thing we would hear would be ” what?? want to go to beach?? no need! better just sleep at home!!”
Just like always, if the price of fuel goes up then prices of things, either goods, services etc.. will definitely goes up! not only we were burden with the current cost of living that always shoots up now come this.
i actually dont know what to post, i cant think!!!! if my words all jumble up then so sorry heheh.
Price of fuel goes up, my blood also goes up!!! heheheeh
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05.31.08
Posted in BloGGinG at 9:10 am by abefazz
I read recently at TUN Mahathir blog that his blog already come to a million hit!!!! that must be something!! I do follow his blog, i think its just great that we can some how have the channel to think and read bout this great leader views and comments bout our current politic situation and his take bout the gov!!! well i’m not really into politics but one way or another it does affect our life!!
From my personal view i think our political scene in the time being is too fragile…with the ruling gov only manage to secure a simple majority in the last election it has somehow make the scene lot more chaotic. Even before the election we can see that the BN gov was ‘boom basted’ by our fomer premier, Tun Mahathir In which i fully support as you can see the current gov have done things or rather have call off few big projects especially the ‘Scenic Bridge’ at JB causeway. Why does the gov have to bow down to Singapore regarding this matter?? why do they see singapore as too superior compare to us?? Gov answer was simply ” we do what the rakyat wants” bull s**t. enough said, don’t want any bukit aman person coming and use ISA on me hehehehe.
Ok,ok… apart from Dr M blog that is on my blog Links actually, i do hit on other blogs and also forums. From time to time i’ll add up links to other blogs and forums, just to share with you guys =)
What else??? OooOooO for you guys or ladies out there that visits ( can say visits???) my blog.. i’m very much appreciated it. Please from time to time do visit my blog, even better please bookmark it!!!! and most importantly please give comments hehehe i love to hear your comment regarding this blog. maybe in near future i’ll set up a blog using my own domain, no more using limited free one like the one your looking at right now, not that i’m not grateful it just i have lots more thing to share and most importantly i have the freedom to design my own site heheh but i dont have any web designing background so need to study a bit =)
ok Friends…..till later bye bye….
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05.30.08
Posted in LifE at 2:16 pm by abefazz
i really missed to post something on my blog…work just so hectic…loads and loads of work to do!!! not to mention other problems i have to deal with =( why can’t there just be a day that we don’t have to worry bout problems!!just a day is enough!! but thats life hehehe
no problem = no fun
many problems = surely die one heheh
well, there just so many things that i really like to express out, it just i really dont know how or rather i dont really want to express out my feelings…. i’m the type that have problem in relating my feelings or expressing my problems to someone else… i think i’m a good listener cause most of my really close friends come to me with their problems and seek advise from me. But then again how is it i have this issue of not trusting others???
=] In my school days, back then in kuching swk, i always envy my friends that have everything ….
either its the best looking school beg or the way they can afford to buy at SUGARBUN (a fast food chain like KFC, situated just infront of my school) after school or they have the best football shoes to play football with or some other small small matter that when i think back it just not worth to have!! my family was not rich butwe were bless with TLC–> tender loving care =)
my parents would always try to provide us with the best they can afford, they always emphasis on the important of education.that has always been their main priority for me and my siblings.. and what do you know,me and my siblings do turn out good. I works as R&D engineer for an international JAPAN company, 2 of my younger sis currently pursuing their dgree at local uni and my youngest brother is in form 2 and one of the top form 2 student at his school. I’m proud of them but i never really say it out loud cause it just that i cant express it to them… my pray is always with them. It’s hard being the eldest when all of your siblings look up to you as a role model and i think i some how manage to give them a good example =)
But of course all this will not become what it is today if not for my parents!! Mom, Dad I love you so much.
My advise to all of you out there, if you still have your parents, do all your best to pleased them and never ever make them sad…..
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05.21.08
Posted in LifE at 7:40 am by abefazz
Its been like ages since i last post something here, i was very busy with work and pre occupied with problems.
Well, what have happened for the past week or so??? Thomas cup—Malaysia didn’t get into the final when they were galantly beaten by the mighty China at Semi, still a good show though and damn proud of the team except for few players that to me have really let down the country .
Champions League, as i said before MU for sure will be in the Finals =) and once again I’m predicting that they will win a double this season. One in the bag another one to go =)
Work, can we just be rich without having to go through the hardship of working?? you can just wish!!!! for me i think its the time to say sayonara to the place where i work now. It’s not that i don’t like it there, it just that i have to many problems, family matters. Maybe in one or two months time it will surely be a sayonara.I can’t just resign yet bcause there’s to many burden i have to shoulder now. My colleagues are just the best you could wish in any work place!!! they just so friendly, co-operative,helpfull, caring, very resourcefull and the list goes on and on. They haven’t know my plan to resign yet unless they read this blog =).
If you guys really do read this blog then don’t be too surprise k =) . Life is just like a spinning wheel, sometimes you’re on the highest point and other time you will be at the lowest point. No matter where you are or who you are, the best thing to do is just to be you’re self and never give up easily.
What ever happens in Life we need to take it as it is, face the reality, if you have faith in the Almighty, go to HIM ask for the strenght to go through all the difficulties. Without it you will be lost. Nevertheless, saying is far easier than actually facing or going through it. So friends have some faith and be strong =)
-All the best- Gambate-
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05.12.08
Posted in LifE at 12:51 pm by abefazz
no one or rather no relationship between two person is always perfect, there always ups and downs!! it just a matter of how we deal with the problems that matters. For having someone to love you, to pamper you and to be with you either its happier or sad time is just hard to come by. Do cherish the person ho cares and love you.
every decision we make in life do effect the person who makes it greatly but ever think bout how would it effect other people around you? When some one try to give advice we must try to listen and give some thought as sometimes we human are blinded by our feelings. Always think bout the future, the past……well wat happened in the past will never could be rewriten what we can do only to take it as a reminder and guidance for us to move ahead in our life!
To give your whole heart to someone is truely a blessing for whom it is intend to…..it is not easy to give nor to receive.
so friends do cherish what you have and always remember the person that loves you, appreciate them and never ever let them go….
=(
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05.11.08
Posted in BloGGinG at 2:18 pm by abefazz
Nowadays almost everyone wants to blog but just intention or just wanting won’t do hehe you got to take action and create one. A free one like at hyppblogger is just a great place to starts.
I talk with someone few days ago, he was taking bout politics of how the DAP, PAS and KEADILAN manage to won many seats not only in parliments but also at state level till they can capture 5 states. he talks bout this and that and one thing in particular is that he says that blog plays an important role for the opposition in the last election!!
i said to him yes indeed cause ppl nowaday especially the younger generation likes to go online more especially to sites like blogs and online news and everything else for that matter cause it is easier than going to news stand to buy paper and somemore in internet its free men..who doesnt’ like free things tell me????
back to the person that i talk to just now, since he was tallking bout blogs it gets me all excited as i’m also you can say new at blogging so in my mind maybe this person do know much bout blogging and maybe can give me tips to how to be a succesfull blogger!!!! EXCITED!! EXCITED!!
He told me bout this statemans from this area, this DUN person from that area and he even mentions big names in malaysia politics of having blogs and how much it helps them during campaigning and to let the rakyat to know them better.
Then he talks bout his opinions on the representatives blogs as if he know every word in the blogs… wow i’m suprise that he knows so much (well i dont really reads political blogs, maybe later), he must be online 24 7 (except for the time he was talking to me heheh).
As it is already late and i have to go to someplace, it was time to end my conversation with the person…but before i left i ask him something and the answer was just drop dead shocking!!!!!!!
I ask him, do he have a blog and he says NO dont have. I was like ooo OK! maybe he just lazy to write one. then i ask him again, do he have any particular blog that he follows???
he answers : NO NOT IN PARTICULAR BUT IF U TEACH ME HOW TO LOG IN TO A BLOG MAYBE I’LL HAVE ONE THAT I LIKE!!!!
ooo MY God he was bragging bout blogs all this time and he actually never seen a real blog!!!!! and even worst he dont really knows how to surf the internet!!!!
You guys must be feeling weird to how he can come about to talk bout blogs to me right?? he says that he read comments bout blogs in newspapers and also from friends at KOPITIAM!! waaa hahaha i was taken for a fool… =)
well friends we can learn 1 thing here,
YOU CAN LOOK SMARTS AND KNOW EVERYTHING EVEN WHEN YOUR ACTUALLY NOT
my advice to you, better not be like that k. just be who you are and enjoy life.
-HAPPY SUNDAY- =p
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05.08.08
Posted in wORk at 12:57 pm by abefazz
Job interview!!!!!! wahahaha..i’m sure you guys have gone through this moment. When we talk bout job interview what comes to our mind??? most definitely the terrifying and horrifying process itself!!! why not, not only you have to dress nicely (i hates wearing tie!!!) you also have to be well prepared to answer all the questions moreover if the question is ridiculous and you dont even have a clue bout what the interviewer is asking!!! worst of all sometimes people go for interview cause they are in desperate need for a job and try their best in the interview but a week later the company call and says “Dear Mr X, you have the qualification but…….” no need to finish the sentence, you know the rest!!!
Today a friend of mine (not the yersterday one, this is a guy ) is going for interview. i won’t say ‘Going’ as it is not the exact word to describe this particular interview since the interview is by phone! by phone????? yup by phone and this is actually normal for 1st stage SHELL INTERVIEW. Of course you guys never heard of phone interview. know why??? just because you guys not qualified for shell interview ( same goes with me–and i’m actually joking so no hard feelings)!!! ( same goes for me =( hehehe ) Common guys, the requirement is high ooooo. Unless you wanted to work at SHELL PUMP station then that is different matter friend heheh.
By the way, hopely the friend of mine can pass the 1st stage and soldier on till he got the job. working with SHELL would be just great, not only good pay,also bright future but of course with that comes great responsibility that will be entrust to you.
All the best bro, if pass the first stage don’t forget to take me to Pizza hut k hehehe
adiosssss. Gambate
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